Mau Seminar, Ada Penyegaran Sedikit,,,

Setelah beberapa hari ini *sepertinya berhari" yah??* gw gk posting sama sekali gara" kesibukan gw ngurus stidy banding n kuliah gw yg semakin lama semakin keteteran ini, akhirnya gw bisa "agak" bersantai untuk dua hari kedepan gituh....

meskipun gw masih punya tgg jawab buat menghubungi pak Onno.W.Purbo buat ngisi acara seminar Wireles Hacking yang Insya 4WI bakal diadain 30 Desember ntar, gw sempet" in buat bikin postingan ini, cz td sore gw sempet melihat berita inppotainmend yg lumayan menarik hati...

beberapa hari ini kita sama" tau kan kalo mba Marcella Z n mas Ananda Mikola ditangkep gara" katanya melakukan tindak kekerasan dan penganiayaan seksual gituh sama orang bernama Agung...
n secara tiba" *sebenernya gk tiba" c, cuma gw kaget aja kenapa ini orang ikut dibawa" juga* orang" meminta ROY SURYO untuk mencari or membuktikan beberapa data sms and panggilan telepon gt...

sekali lagi ROY SURYO saudara"...

gw mendadak kepengen ketawa sekenceng"nya...kenapa ini orang gk kapok" juga melakukan pembodohan publik sama orang" yg gk tau....untungnya pihak dari Marcela Z bakal ngasih somasi sama si ROY SURYO ini karena katanya dia udah kong kalikongan dulu sama orang"nya c Agung sebelum ngasi statement...

gw jadi berpikir apa sebaiknya ni ROY SURYO gw undang aja ke seminar Wireles Hacking gw buat jadi pembicara yak??
kira" dia bisa "umuk" gk yaaa~~?????

new single from L'Arc~en~Ciel and AnCafe, and new album from Dir en Grey

akhir taon 2008 ini gw lumayan heppy cz dua band fave gw, Laruku , ancafe ,n diru mengeluarkan album n singlenya sebelon tutup taon...

Laruku ngeluarin single baru berjudul Nexus 4 Shine dengan tracklist:
1. Nexus 4
2. Shine
3. Nexus 4 (hydeless version)
4. Shine (Hydeless version)

Ancafe ngeluarin single baru berjudul Koakuma USAGI no Koibumi to Machine Gun e.p. (小悪魔USAGIの恋文とマシンガンe.p.)[2008.10.29]
dengan track list :
1. MY ♥ LEAPS FOR “C” ~PV
2. Kawaiyu’s ЯocК (可愛湯’s ЯocК)
3. ZETSUBOU
4. NYAPPY in the world 4 ~Hannya Kakyou no Theme~ (般ニャ化教のテーマ)

sedangkan diru ngeluarin album terbaru mereka UROBOROS tanggal 11 november 2008 kemaren dengan tracklist :

1. Sa Bir
2. Vinushka
3. Red Soil
4. Doukoku to Sarinu (慟哭と去りぬ)
5. Toguro (蜷局)
6. GLASS SKIN
7. STUCK MAN
8. Reiketsu Nariseba (冷血なりせば)
9. Ware, Yami Tote… (我、闇とて・・・)
10. Bugaboo
11. Gaika, Chinmoku ga Nemuru Koro (凱歌、沈黙が眠る頃)
12. DOZING GREEN
13. Inconvenient Ideal
14. DOZING GREEN (Japan Version)
15. GLASS SKIN (Japan Version)/Undecided

gw belon sempet nge rayen lagu" baru ini, cz gw donlodnya pas lg kuliah, tp begitu selesai semua, gw bakal postingin reviewnya...

JapanHoLic SmiLe and Peace


The biggest Japan Evend In SoLo...
Come anD see!!!

klo mau pesend tiked bisa langsung hubungin akuwh...

SYNTHESIS OF CONTRADICTIONS: CHO KYUHYUN

by : Kim Ryeowook

ini adalah cerita Ryeowook tentang kyuhyun selama di China...kind of cute...
just read it ur self...

Kyuhyun is very manly. He’s younger than me, but the way he thinks is very mature. I learned a lot from him. Sometimes he feels like a hyung, sometimes a dongsaeng, but he’s also a friend, which feels good. We often sing songs together, I think he’s the best. Kyuhyun’s voice is very good, and he’s also a boy with dreams.

“WAITER!”

Kyuhyun uses the simplest Chinese to get the biggest reaction. “Waiter! Waiter!” This is what Kyuhyun sounds like when he calls for the waiter in a restaurant. “Wai……Han Geng hyung!” This is Kyuhyun calling Han Geng when he can’t continue the dialogue in Chinese. Yes, Kyuhyun’s Chinese is good, but only when he’s calling for waiters in restaurants. Kyuhyun’s Chinese is always short. Kyuhyun’s fans are like this too, they’re very cute. You can often see fans surrounding our car, yelling “Waiter,” Waiter!” Kyuhyun’s fans only need to yell “Waiter” when they are chasing after Kyuhyun.

In Korea, Kyuhyun always seemed very mature, but he became shy after coming to China. He’s never as articulate as he was on radio programs before. On Chinese shows, he’s always soft-spoken and introverted. Hyungs always make fun of him when he’s like that. Whenever Kyuhyun receives gifts from Chinese fans, he has an unbelievable look with his eyes wide open. It seems like he still doesn’t know his popularity. When I see him like this, I can’t help but give him encouragement, and share some of my not-so-high confidence with him.

But there are also times like this, when I see him sick, I feel very apologetic. Once we were recording a show in Nanchang, Kyuhyun threw up during the recording because he wasn’t feeling well. When I saw him leaning against Zhou Mi hyung weakly, I thought, why didn’t I take good care of him? Because of last year’s serious car accident, it took Kyuhyun a very long time to recover. He’s loved dearly by all his hyungs. Good thing all the members take good care of him. Siwon hyung helps him wipe away sweat when recording programs, when there are too many people, Zhou Mi hyung lets him walk on the inside in fear that he might get squished. Even the smallest things show the deep friendship between the members.

GAMEKYU

One of Kyuhyun’s nicknames is “GameKyu,” because he’s completely obesessed with games. Kyuhyun once said that if he wasn’t a member of Super Junior, he should probably be a professional gamer by now. After SJ-M came to China, he’s always making the most of his talent. And not only is he playing games, he also led the rest of us astray.

Chinese fans are very enthusiastic, we can always see them no matter what type of weather it is. Even if it’s pouring rain, there would still be fans waiting at our dorm, sometimes they won’t leave even if it’s getting very late. We worry a lot about their safety and hope they can go home early so they won’t be scolded by their parents.

Because of fans waiting outside, we members can’t go out as we would like during our spare time. This directly caused all of us to network together and play games. Donghae improved very fast, and was even praised by Kyuhyun in front of all our hyungs. But don’t worry that our game-playing will affect our work! Most of the time we’re still working hard at learning Chinese, practicing dancing and singing.

Kyuhyun’s like this too. Many people remember that he sang “Not Letting My Tears Accompany Through the Night,” this is an old song by Chinese singer Qi Qin. It took Kyuhyun a lot of effort to learn this song. Qi Qin’s CD was given to Kyuhyun by a fan. Maybe it was because after hearing him sing “The Moon Represents My Heart,” she wanted to hear him sing more Chinese songs! Kyuhyun gave back to his fans this way, giving them the best present.

Even though Kyuhyun looks mature and solemn, he also has a very adorable side. He’s also the king of aegyo. During the period of time when SJ-M went to China to promote, we never went back to Korea. Super Junior members all missed each other. Even though Kyuhyun never said it, he also missed them in his heart. He also secretly called our leader, Leeteuk hyung. But unfortunately, Leeteuk hyung was always on shows when he called. It made Kyuhyun very gloomy. When we went back to Korea, he complained to Leeteuk hyung. So, this guy actually loves to act cutesy. Our handsome and cute dongsaeng Kyuhyun, you must be healthy in the future.

LEE DONGHAE: YOU ARE MY HERO

By Cho Kyuhyun

HYUNG IS VERY HANDSOME, VERY CHARMING

No matter how I say it, Donghae hyung holds a very high place in my heart. I remember when I first joined SJ as the 13th member, I felt very uneasy, but hyung would always give me strength, whenever I got depressed, he was always there to encourage me, I really love this kind of hyung.

It was my first time to be away from home for such a long time in a foreign country; our fans gave me warmth, but I still can’t escape from missing my parents, and it was the first time I understood Han Geng hyung and Kibum hyung’s pain. I wanted to cry because I missed my parents, but Donghae hyung was always there to quietly comfort me. I know that hyung misses his parents more than anyone else — his father in heaven, and his mother in Mokpo. Even if he does mention his father, who has passed away, hyung never cries in front of the camera. Having a sensitive personality, hyung used to cry often, but because he made a promise with his father that he wouldn’t cry, he never cried again because of sadness. Hyung is so handsome when he’s strong.

Hyung is also very handsome when he works hard. In our company, hyung is a well known “training worm,” you can find him in practice rooms very often. Since then, I would often go to the practice room to find him, and then when I saw that he was working very hard practising his dance, but still with a smile on his face, I was very moved.

Before we came to China, hyung always had notebooks in his bag, filled with notes he took to learn Chinese. In China, whether he’s meeting fans, or when he’s in the dorm, he’s always working hard at trying to communicate with everyone in Chinese, he’s always chasing Han Geng hyung and asking about this and that. And even when we return to Korea, he’s always bragging about his Chinese skills. Hyung’s very cute when he’s like that.

ACTUALLY I’M THE HYUNG

Childishness completely fills hyung’s life. He really is very mischievous. Once I was sharing a room with Donghae hyung in the hotel, I was absorbed by the computre, while wondering why Donghae hyung was so quiet. When I lift my head up to look, he was lying there drawing on the sofa. In the dorm, you can always see Donghae jumping up and down like a monkey, very full of energy, always looking youthful. This kind of hyung gives Han Geng hyung, who is now the leader of SJ-M, lots of headaches.

Hyung has very beautiful, expressive eyes, his emotions always shows through his pure eyes, with nothing concealed. Donghae hyung really makes other people like him because of his child-like innocence. But hyung is very different when he’s quiet. He stays in a corner quietly, wearing headphones, and spacing out. No one knows what he’s thinking, he’s completely in his own word, people will never believe that he is the normally very excited Donghae hyung.

Donghae hyung can be very funny sometimes. For example, on shows, he’s always saying in Chinese “I know,” and “I can understand.” But when the host lets him talk, he looks completely lost. And when we went to Nanjing to promote for the first time, the organizers invited us to eat Nanjing’s very delicious salt water duck, and after that he fell in love with the duck. When were were preparing to leave Nanjing, he suddenly pulled out 2 salt water ducks from his bag in the airport. No one knew when he bought them. It was very surprising.

Hyung is very careful about his image. In our dorm, he would poke acne on his face, and then look very frustrated. In China, because the enviroment is different, in the beginning he wasn’t used to it, hyung really had acne on his face. I did too. At that time, hyung always would say to me, “Kyuhyun ah, this method is very effective in removing acne.” And so he would drag me to try out his “Secret Acne Removal Recipe” together, which might be this kind of face mask, or that kind of skin-care product. After trying many times, hyung’s face really did get better, but mine didn’t, so he always made me eat lots of vegetables and fruits, telling me that those are good for my health.

“You must be healthy,” this must be the words that appear frequently in hyung’s wishes. I committed this deeply in my heart. This is also Donghae hyung’s truest wish for everyone. After experiencing the passing of his father and and other members’ car accidents, Donghae hyung became stronger.

Ksatria bergitar,laskar petualang & perang bintang dihutan kemuning..







Kmaren tgl 18-19 okt,qt2 menghabiskan waktu osnoobs dsegaragunung,kemuning..Perjalanan brgkat naek truk tentara *qt brasa mahasiswa kena garukan hacker* berakhir dmulut hutan,jauh dr peradaban *gk ada sinyal gt bo*..

Berbagai petualangan terjadi disana,smpai muncul 6 org ksatria bergitar yg membelah hutan bersama gitar kesayangan *plus buku hotchord cz gk apal kunci*,seorg laskar petualang yg naek trun gunung membelah hutan belantara sambil membawa bendera HiMaster tanpa rasa lelah n takut kesasar,n perang bintang 5 negara memperebutkan bendera kebebasan sampai kabut menggulung cahaya membawa rasa dingin kebelulang prajurit yg gugur demi mempertahankan bentengnya..

Kemuning menjadi saksi bahwa kami adalh ksatria yg tangguh n pantang menyerah,meski hujan deras mengguyur,kabut tebal menyelimuti,plus suara warewolf samar2 terdengar dikejauhan saat menanti jeritan malam tiba..
Tak ada yg menghentikan kami..

"menarilah n terus tertawa..
walau dunia tak seindah surga..
bersyukurlah pd yg kuasa..
cinta qt didunia..
Selamanya.."

song theme : mars mahasiswa, merindukanmu - d'massive, akhir cinta abadi - nidji, laskar pelangi - nidji

para ksatria bergitar : rosyid,sakti,erfan,hafid,hatta,teguh

sang laskar petualang : andez

tobecontinued in upgrading

i'm not crazy, i'm just a little bit unwell...

pertama baca kata" itu di fsnya kak idaii mengingatkan gw pada lagunya matchbox twenty, unwell...
sekarang gw emang sedikit unwell, badan masih gk enak setelah 2 hari gila"an dikemuning, n udah dapet tugas lagi,,,,bener" melelahkan rasanya hidup ini,,
sekarang gw lagi nangkring diwarnet n berusaha mengumpulkan bahan buat tugasnya pak wir ituuuu....

sekarang ini banyak hal yg terjadi dalam hidup gw n memaksa gw berpikir 3x lebih berat, tapi entah kenapa badan gw tetep aja gempal,,,hehehehehe,,,,semoga aja gw tetep bisa survive melewati segalanya...
semoga kul gw tetep berjalan dengan lancar,...
semoga bokap cepet sembuh....
semoga....

Love him m0re than i KnOw..

aLhamduLiLLah..Puasa ini bnyk bw berkah bwt gw..
Bnyk bgd kejadian2 menyenangkan yg terjadi dihidup gw.
Gw sukses balikan lg stlh break pnjg..Sepupu gw bw brita ttg Kyu,*berita yg bkn gw panas dingin saking bahagianya (^_^)*..
Thank God..
Hdup gw terasa sempurna..

aLL day was Dreadful now

yang namanya hidup emang kadang menyenangkan, kadang menyebalkan...kadang diatas, kadang dibawah...kadang bikin seneng, kadang bikin susah...kadang semangad sangad ngejalaninnya, kadang pengen mati aja,,,,
hidup gw akhir" ini bisa dibilang agak mess up, banyak salah langkah, banyak salah ngambil keputusan, banyak apesnya, banyak telat juga *telat bangun buat berangkat kuliah yg menyebabkan absensi gw banyak yg bolong n telat ngerjain tugas sehingga gw kudu begadang beberapa malam buat ngerjainnya*...
1 kejadian yg sempet bikin gw bete dahsyad adalah,,,dengan begonya,,,gw saLah beLi RAM buat kompie gw,,,!!!! kalo uda gini gw ngerasa malu jadi mahasiswa Ilmu Komputer UNS...harusnya kan gw beli RAM DDR1, tp yg gw beli malah DDR2!!!!
jadi saudara"...Sekarang gw lagi mencoba MENJUAL MEMORI KOMPUTER DDR@ VISIPRO 512 MB seharga Rp 90.000,00 saja....kalo berminat bisa hubungin gw,,,ok..gw tunggu,,^^

itulah yg namanya hidup,,,walo gw udah begitu sial, gw sempet ngalamin semangat banged buat kul n ngerjain tugas" yg sebenernya gw belon ngerti juntrungannya itu kemana n gimana *karena gw gk ikut kelasnya itu*...gw jg sempet ngalamin masa" bahagia karena hubungan gw yg berjalan cukup mulus dengan dia yg semakin sibuk saja disana *walopun semalem gw menangis cukup panjang yg bikin mata kiri gw sekarang sakit banget gara" banyak banget hal yg kita review n ternyata kita uda semakin jauh satu sama laen...T_T*
gw juga sempet kesel banget sama temen" lama gw yg berujung gw jd males n garing kalo lg kumpul sama mereka,,,*walo sebenernya gw gk pernah bergantung, n jauh"an gn lebih menhuntungkan buat gw yg berarti gk ada yg minta" tolong sama gw gitu*,,,tapi selasa besok gw harus bertahan selama 3 jam buat kumpul n buka bersama bareng"...*gw bakal berjuang, cz makannya gratissss,,,,o(^___^)/
yah...hidup gw selama bulan puasa 1429H ini telah mengalami jungkir balik yg sangat melelahkan, membingungkan, membuat air mata gw banyak mengucur, n bikin gw jd semakin dewasa sepertinya...

jangan lupa, kalo ada yg minat MEMORI DDR2 512MB Visipro, hubungin gw....
gw tuggu...

again, my sick Lone heart bleeding...

bete sangad,,,,bete sangad,,,benar" bete sangad,,,itu yg gw rasain beberapa hari ini,,,*walo kalo kekampus ke"betean" gw sedikit terobati
sama ke"Stres"annya anak", tp kalo gw udah sendiri lagi,,,balik lah tu bete sialan dihati gw,,,
masalah lama pasti, n bakal selalu nggangguin gw sampe gw lepas dari mereka,,,gw gk ngerti dah, smakin lama temen" yg gw anggep orang" yg gw kenal
*walo mereka gk pernah bener" kenal gw*, orang" yg gw rasa gw pernah berbagi segala nya sama mereka selama 4thn, orang" yg gw selalu berusaha ada
buat mereka, semakin gk bisa gw kenali, n semakin gk bisa gw percaya n bikin gw gk nyaman ada disekitar mereka. gimana gw bs nyaman, kalo mereka
selalu ngomongin hal" yg CUMA GW SEORANG yg gk tau. gimana gw bisa percaya sm mereka, kalo mereka gk pernah berbagi apapun sama gw?
mereka uda kyk orang laen, yg SIALnya seLalu nyari" gw ketika butuh bantuan n ngilang gt aja ketika gw lagi sedih ato kesepian, n balik dengan segudang
hal yg sama skali gw gk ngerti,,,

cukup dah, gw nyerah...

mungkin gw jarang sms an sm temen" kul gw
mungkin gw juga belom bisa bener" berbagi sama anak" hepitreepLend
mungkin jg mereka belom bisa berbagi sama gw
tp gw sekarang lebih nyaman jaLan sama mereka daripada orang" yg pernah jd temen deket gw selama 4 tahun,,,
i hate to be in pain alone,,,bukan berarti gw mau mereka juga terluka, gw cuma mau mereka tau kl gw tersakiti,,,

current mood : extremely angry

music : breaking benjamin - the diary of jane , five for fighting - the devil and the wishing well, avenged sevendfold - seize the day, super junior - don't don

place : in my mind, hoping i'm stay with kyuhyunnie and forget all my pain

bLack hawk d0wn again???

Setelah sebelumny gw pernah mengalami kecelakaan berdua sm korti gr2 kata2 sialny..Sekarang kesialan itu menimpa gw lg..

Td siang,krn gw sm anak2 uda pd slse kul n g pny kegiatan yg bnr2 berarti untk dilakukan..Gw,vina n nina pun ngikut sm korti bwt pergi survei k kemuning..
Stlh persiapan yg sgt terburu-buru,pergilah gw,nina,vina,agus,kort,n reza k kemuning..
Pertamany gw brgkt sm agus naek mtrny nina..Tapi tiba2 dtgh jalan ban mtrny nina bocor dgn sukses..
Akhrny stlh prosesi tambal menambal yg pnjg,*cz ternyata ada 2 lubank yg ckp besar nangkrink diban dalem nya nina*..Qt pun tuker posisi,gw dboncenk korti,agus sm reza..

Sepanjang perjalanan berangkat,qt smpt mampir di mesjid bwt shalat ashar..Agus sm reza smpt tuker pasangan jd agusXvina n rezaXnina gr2 vina tkt sm jalanan yg meliuk2 itu..
Qt jg smpt beberapa x kesasar dgn sukses *gara2 feeling erorny korti n pemahaman yg slh dr reza pas nanya sm penduduk*..Tp pada akhrny qt smpe dkemuning dgn selamat sentausa..

Nah,permasalahanny terjadi pas perjalanan plg..Gr2 pgn mempraktekkan ilmu ank2 pas dlu trun dr TW tnpa nyalain mesin..Gw n korti kcelakaan dgn sukses..Gw ketindihan mtr dgn posisi kaki nyangga mtr yg mau msk parit..Anjrit..Kaki gw sakit bgd..
Smpe posting ini gw bwt,gw masih merintih ksakitan..

Akhrny sisa perjalanan plg gw dbonceng sm agus *yg uda gw ksh tau bw mtrny jgn ngebut2 yg berujung dy pusing n mual* n nina yg bw gw smpe rumah..

Ini kecelakaan kedua gw sm korti..
Gw gk mau dboncengin korti lg apapun yg terjadi..
Gw uda tobat..

hari" pertama kuliah n puasa

puasa taon ini cukup menyedihkan bagi gw, cz hari pertamanya bertepatan dengan hari pertama kuliah...owh may GOD....mao mati rasanya,,,bener" perjuangan berat buat naek ke lantai 4...
tapi perjuangan gw buat naek ke lantai 4 ternyata gk sebanding sama perjuangan ade" baru gw di ilkomp...cz seenggak"nya walo hari pertama puasa gw naek turun lante 4, tp gw n anak" uda pny pengalaman taon lalu...sedangkan ade tingkat gw baru pertama kalinya kuliah, dilantai 4, puasa pula, jauh dari rumah...*mulai berkaca" gk jelas*...

terlepas dari itu semua, sebenernya hari" awal kuliah ini cuma masuk" gk jelas gara" banyak dosen yg masih kosong, hotspotan sampe sore sambil nunggu buka,,,pokoknya nyantai gt lah dikampus, n belon mikiri tugas...
tapi tetep aja rasanya puasa taon ini bener" melelahkan,,,setiap sampe rumah gw bener" tepar mau pingsan....mana gw juga jadi panitia osmaru,,,jadi panitia arus bawah juga,,,banyak kerjaan,,,

kira" apa yg bakal terjadi setelah ini yah,,,rasanya gw bakal semakin gk nyambung n gk mutu,,,

i love his smile...









lagi suka sama senyumnya si kyuhyun...
*catatan buat yuni, yg aku suka kyuhyunnie, bukan YUNNIE!!*
sampai sekarang aq masih menganggapnya sangat sangat sangat sangat seksi sekali...
hehehehehehe...

ternyata gw lama gk bikin posting...






poto" nya kyuhyunnie...

cintaku terbagi dua...*^__^*




baru" ini...*walopun gw kenal mereka udah lama*,,, gw jadi minat banget sama Super Junior, boy band asal korea gtuh...gak tau kenapa, secara tiba" tak terduga tak terkira,,,,gw jatuh cinta sama yang namanya Cho Kyu Hyun...salah satu anggota nya suju KRY yg paling muda...oh may god...dia qyut banget...

gw pertama kali interest gara" nonton extra nya di crunchyroll, dia maen sama Sungmin, Shindong, Ryeowook sm Yeesung...pas disitu dia jadi tokoh antagonis yg punya dendam sama Sungmin,,,begitu liat video itu, gw langsung jatuh cinta sama tampangnya yg imut tp bisa banget meranin tokoh antagonis penuh dendam gt...*plus ntah kenapa gw merasa dia seksi??padahal standart co seksi terakhir gw adalah akanishi jin nya KAT-TUN, kyk nya imajinasi liar gw mulai kembali...*,,,sayang di video" SuJu yg laen, KyuHyunnie gk banyak berpartisipasi...padahal gw pengen liat aksinya lagi,,,hehehehehe,,,

sekarang gw lagi seneng banget dengerin lagu"nya SuJu n nonton video clipnya sambil mandangin tubuh KyuHyun yg bergeliut dengan seksi...*Lha????*

My totaLy different birthday moment..

Untuk pertama x ny dLm hidup gw,gw g ngerayain uLtah sm tmen2 genk jepank..
*sswt yg bikin gw ckp sedih,cz bysny mrka sLaLu pny kejutan bwt gw..N smpe skg g ada yg ngajak gw jaLan..T.T*

tp ksdhn gw ckp terobati,cz dhari pertama usia gw masuk 19taon,gw pergi survei sm ank2 kTW..
StLh 1taon yg pdet n bkin gw g smpt lg naek k daerah gunung Lawu itu,ngLiat pmandanganny Lg bnr2 bkin moOd gw membaik..
pLus perjaLanan x ini gw tempuh dgn naek mtr dgn berbagai kondisi..
Knp bs gt?Kondisi2 ny akn gw jeLasin..
1.Kondisi pertama
awaL brgkt kmpuL dbouLev,gw msh bLm tau bkaL dbw sm sapa,stLh penentuan2 yg smakin bkin gw bingung,akhrny gw dpasangin sm c ROSYID yg spanjang jaLan bikin gw harus ngeLus2 dada krn dy beruLang x nggenjutsu gw spanjang jLn..
2.Kondisi kedua
pas gw br msk daerah krg.Anyar,tiba2 "ngiung..Ngiung..",ada mbiL patroLi poLisi Lwt..Berhub ada 2sopir (sakti n hapidz) yg g pegang sim,terpaksa qt berhenti bwt nentuin strategi ngatasin keadaan itu..N hasiLny adaLah..Eng ing enk..Gw bw mtr sendiri!Oh may GOD..
Gw kudu ati2 bw mtr djaLanan berLiku2 kek gt..Mn yg bikin gw g abs pkr,tu poLisi nankring didaerah yg beLokan2ny tajem2 bgd!Ampir aja gw jatoh kejurank..T.T..
3.Kondisi ketiga
krn ank2 Liat keadaan gw yg cukup mengenaskan n jd gk tega,akhrny gw dboncenk sakti..*cz rosyid blg mtrny g kuat bwt boncengan*..Tp cm smpe terminaL TW doank..*cz abs itu sakti balik sm nina n gw dboncenk rosyid Lg..*

pusing kan?
Abs nyampe TW qt Lgsg menuju ke wisma pertama yaitu wisma pertanian..*gw bLg sm rosyid,"busyed,pertanian aja pny wisma syid"..Dy bLg,"tar qt bkin wisma MIPA.."..Gk penting yak..*..Smpe sn qt Lgsg tercengang sm kondisiny yg horor abs..Wisma itu Lmyn terjangkau hargany,tp Lokasiny agk jauh dr t4 outbond gt..

Trus qt pun berLanjut kewisma k2 dbLkg Grojogan Sewu..*gw g tw namany apa,cz gw g smpt liat papan namany c*..Yg cozy abs..*Lbh mirip hoteL drpd wisma c*..Dgn harga yg ckp Lmyn tinggi..*ank2 sng bgd sm ni wisma,mLh aji n sakti smpt meLakukan pose2 ranjang segala..(pose diatas t4 tdr bwt dfoto maksudnya..)*..

Sbnrny n seharusny qt msh hrs nyari wisma Lg..Tp gr2 para pria iLkomp bLm pada sarapan n uda pd keLaperan..*rosyid,sakti sm hatta heboh mrk uda gliyer2 sking Lemesny..*..JdLah qt keLiLing nyari makan yg ternyata berakhir masuk k grojogan sewu..

DdLm qt mkan sate kLinci..*kcuaLi hatta yg emank sLaLu mkn nasgor dmanapun n kapanpun*..Trus jLn2 kdepan aer terjunny..Smpt keceh segaLa..N yg jeLas poto2!*kenarsisan manusia iLkomp emg gk pernah Luntur,stiap smeter jaLan qt take picture saudara2 skaLian..*..

BaLik dr grojogan,*perjaLanan naek yg sgd2 meLeLahkan,n ketir2 tkt vina pingsan dtgh jLn*,ank2 Lgsg minta pLg..*gw bingung,pd kuat bgd ni manusia yak..*..Gw sempet ketir2,pas mw naek mtr,gw smpt berpesan sm si rosyid,
gw:"jgn ngantuk ya syid.."
rosyid:"g mgkn Lah aq ngantuk pas bw mtr"
gw:"bnran Lho,km bw cewe nih"
rosyid:"emg km cewe toh?"
asyem kan ni anak??

Pas perjaLanan pLg,gw ma rosyid merasakn nikmatny naek mtr..Tau knp?Gr2 sepanjang perjaLanan turun smpe daerah krg anyar bwah,qt jd avatar aang,berkendara dgn tenaga angin,rosyid cm bbrapa x nyaLain mesin mtr djaLanan yg agk datar..Yg bikin qt takjub adL,kcptn mtr tenaga angin ini bs smpe 80km/jam!..Saking snengny c rosyid *krn qt ckp ngirit bhn bakar*,dy pake atraksi Lepas stang n tidur2an segaLa..*n bikin gw spot jantung bnr2*..Smpe ddaerah bwh,rosyid bw mtr bnr2 ngebut,ktny dy ada perLu..Sumpah deh,gw g bs brnapas dgn tenang sepanjang perjaLanan..*mn dy smpt bcanda g tau jalan sgala*..Sampe dikampus,manusia itu Lgsg pergi meninggaLkanq sendiri nungguin ank2 yg Laen..*cz qt yg pLg dpan*..

At the end,sbLm pLg ank2 smpt makan sup buah pake uang sisa bea masuk grojokan sewu duLu,sbLm gw dianter pLg sm nina..
What a Long journey,n a speciaL gift from my friendz..

hard to say

i'm aLoNe, but it feeLs aLriGht...
i'm aLone, but i'LL never FeeL LoneLy
Since u'Ve been GoNe, i'm Not The SaMe...

yesterday i "break" with my boy friend..not break up, just taking rest for a while,,, i think both of us needed it, since we have this relationship for 3 years already...
we're not going to break up, but not contacting each other makes my heart bleeding...i suffer some pain that i never feel before...

it's truly hurts...
since it's not usual for me to have no communication for a long time...i want to cry, but i've promise to him not crying anymore....i've tried to smile, but it just make hurts my heart more and more....
can he hear me crying...

finaLLy, another post

huahahahahahaha....
Long time not posting anything,,,
*tough i was online everyday, but i just dunno what to write yet,hehehehehe*

i called my precious one this morning, just to get my spirit back into my head, n i get it,,,
i've talked so many times with yucca n laelnino, n i guess they already tired with my self, aren't they?
*hopefully they'll never get tired with me, cz if that happened, i dunno how to get my mood in the class room TT^TT*

so many things get messed up already, cz i'm totally can't arranged my time well, even if i don't have any thins to do,,,, *n i didn't make a post either*

just hope my father didn't kill me soon after he received my "KHS", and i get repaired everything before i get a new semester,,,

ah~~~ so many things to do~~~...

oh yeah, i've already read the new chapter from blue_orbs, and as usual it's make me think that i've to study how to make a good fanfiction about kat-tun...and ikuta toma too ...
*i started love him after i saw his act in Hana Kimi - Japan version*

guess i can't go anywhere at this holiday, just stay in front of my laptop, n get everything prepared yet....

i miss all member of hapitree prend yet...
can we go out to some where?
may be to eat or looking a present for elnino?
heheheheheheehehehehe....

ah yeah, the mark up test for Discrit math will held in this weeks,,,
*go to Study*

Jeda Sesaat SebeLum MaTi

i'm going to die soon...
i'm going to die soon...
i'm going to die SOON!!!!!!!

semester terparah dalam hidup gw!!!oh may God...save meeeeeeeeeeee~~~~...TT^TT

parah nian nilai" ujian gw...TT^TT
but you know, kalo penyesalan dateng on time, pasti gw gk akan bersedih hati beginih,,,,
GOD,,,why its getting hard for me to be more concentrate???*salah nulis kagak yah gw*
guys, whateper u said, i'll be more honest to my self for next semester...
i'll provide my self, that i can do more than that!
tendang pantat gw kalo gw gk bisa konsentrasi dikelas,,,
*berharap yucca nginget" kata" gw ini, n beneran nendang pantat gw*

bener" dah, gw kecewa sama diri gw sendiri, for the last damn chance i can't get more seriously with my life!!!
ugh,,,
gk boleh bergantung,,,,
nurutlah,,,nurutlah!!!

minna san,,,
please forgive me , ne?
i know i have so many things n schedule to be arrangged again,,,
but sure i wont failed again!!!!!!!!!

*sigh~*

ah~~ menyebalkan jadi orang sakiii~~t

jumat kemaren ntah kenapa pas gw membuka mata dipagi hari badan gw terasa lemah lunglay tak berdaya tapi masih bernyawa...
pas gw berusaha mengangkat kepala yg membandel pgn tetep nempel dibantal, tiba" gw mual dasyad n gw muntah dikamar!!!!!
oh may GOD!
what happend to may SeLp?
penderitaan gw blom berakhir, pas gw mau kekamar mandi dengan tubuh lemes gn, eh tiba" gw kebelet pup...dan ternyata gw Diare!
padahal semalemnya gw baek" aja lho, sehat banget malah....anjr*t, gw kenapa sih...
abis sarapan n boker" sebanyak 8x dipagi hari, nyokap gw berinisiatip membawa gw ke dokter....
setelah tu dokter memegang" jidad n menusuk" perut gw *dengan puas* akhirnya penyakit gw bisa diidentifikasi jg...
katanya...: "Ade stress ini, jgn banyak pikiran dulu, n banyak" istirahat..."
gimana gw g stress, orang lg ujiaaa~n gitu lho~...

yg jelas gw bete banget sakit kemaren...
gk dibolehin ngapa"in...
huhuhuhu...

aKaMe Fanfiction

huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh~~~~....

diantara kepadatan jadwalkuwh sebagai seorang mahasiswi yg baek rajin,ramah tamah,suka menolong, rajin menabung...*err...gw mulae berlebihan~*
gw sempet"in baca n donlot yg namanya AKAME FANFICTION...
harapan" para fans nya akame....*berharap mereka bnran love each other gtuh*
wkwkwkwkwkwkwk...
1 fanfic yg bener" bikin gw excited sangad....buatannya blue_orbs judulnya "In His Care"...
oh may GOD....keren sangad!!!!tu fanfic panjang banget ada sekitar 60an episode *uda gw kumpulin, rencananya mau dijadiin buku buat dibaca dikala senggang, coba kalo dipilemin,,,pasti keren banged*

yg bikin gw bener" excited adalah
1.ceritanya bersetting dipenjara cowo...*adaptasi dari Jonny's Agency tuh*
2. ada serombongan artis yg ikut andil dalam cerita ini kek : NewS,w-inds,arashi,WaT,Kanjani8, bahkan yg namanya Gakct, L`Arc~en~ciel n si Dir en Grey juga ada!!!*nah lo,,,si pengarang punya khayalan tingkat dahsyad kan...*
3. of course,,,AKAME!wkwkwkwkwkwkwkwk..Love them love them sooooo much!!!!

wkwkwkwkwkwkwkwkwkwkwk...
sampe sekarang gw masih sempet"in berburu yg namanya AKAME FANFICTION!
kalo ada yg tau alamat FANFIC yg bagus, ato bikin fanfic ttg AKAME...kirimkan padakuuuuu~~~~...
madarawannabe@gmail.com....

*>,<*

aJiE SetiaWan!!!!

BERITA HEBOHHH!!!!!

setelah sekian lama gw n anak" gk dapet bahan buat ngisengin or nggenjutsu or nggosipin si supri n yadi...*cz ntah knapa semenjak si yadi broken heart kemaren, supri sama yadi jd jauh n dingin gt....duduk mereka juga selalu berjauhan...sampe" gw mikir mereka berdua uda cerai...>,<,,,*

barusan gw dapet berita menghebohkan....
berita eksklusif langsung dari korti, mantan istri yadi yang mencertitakan dengan penuh emosi...*mungkn dia masih kecewa gr" ditinggal yadi demi supri kali yak??*
sia supri n yadi PUNYA ANAK!!!!
n si anak yg bernama Ajie Setiawan ini sekarang sedang berada di Jawa Timur...
berita eksklusif ini langsung gw posting setelah korti menceritakan detail" persisnya...
oh may GOD...
gk nyangka mereka berdua bisa beranak pinang...^^v

hari" ku sepi...

ntah mengapa....
akhir" ini gw ngerasa hari" ini kok sepi banget ya....
slaen insident temen gw jatoh dr motor n gw kudu nganter dia ke rumah temennya di CoLomadu...gw gk ada kerjaan yg menantang gt....
huhuhuhuhu....
beteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~

MaLem Minggu vs Minggu MaLem

kata" yg biasa qt denger adalah :
"woi bro, malem minggu kemane negh?"
or
"sayank, qta malem mingguan dimana?"
ataw
"eh guys, malem mingguan ke maLL yuuu~~kk..."

gk pernah kan ada yg bilang :
"woi bro, minggu malem kemana negh?"
ato
"sayank, qta malem mingguan dimana?"
ato
"eh guys, minggu malem ke maLL yuuu~~kk..."

padahal cuma gw balik aja tuh dua kata, tapi artinya uda beda jauh banget...
gt jg rasanya...kalo maLem minggu....bujugh buneng,,,,jalanan rameeeeeee anjrit, mao nyebrang susah...tempat makan rame semua...pom bensin keabisan premium...bahkan sampe tengah malem aja masih rame sangad *pengalaman gw malem minggu pulang dr SGM pas acara ITvent jam set12 jalanan masih rame dasyad...*...gw bingun, kek nya orang solo kok jadi banyak banget ya pas malem minggu?

tapi ketika minggu malem...lo jalan dtengah" slamet riyadi aja gk bakalan ada yg nabrak saking sepinya...kemana para manusia?itu yg jadi pertanyaan...padahal kata "malem" cuma gw pindah tempat aja!tp efeknya gede banget...

*except GALABO yg slalu ramai setiap saat *

aneh ya....
ck ck ck...jalan ditengah jalan aja bisa....

Everybody know - westlife (buat temen gw yg Lg paLLing in Loph)

It’s never too hard to find the words
The words to say to you
You make it so easy just to talk
The way we talk things through
You’re never to tried to care
You’re never too busy to just be there
And when I smile my feelings show
So everybody, everybody knows

And everybody knows this love’s for sure
There’s no searching anymore
And no-one never doubts
you’re mine, I’m yours
It’s the one thing that’s for sure
And everyone we know says all the time
They wish they had a love like yours and mine
And everybody knows

Even people in love said I’m a fool
For loving you too much
But we were the exception to the rule
For us it’s not enough
They used to say we were out of touch
Now everyone wants to be like us
Not afraid to let it show
So everybody, everybody knows

And everybody knows this love’s for sure
There’s no searching anymore
And no-one never doubts
you’re mine, I’m yours
It’s the one thing that’s for sure
And everyone we know says all the time
They wish they had a love like yours and mine
And everybody knows

Like yours and mine
That bridges all divides
A love to conquer time
When everybody knows

And everybody knows this love’s for sure
There’s no searching anymore
And no-one never doubts
you’re mine, I’m yours
It’s the one thing that’s for sure
And everyone we know says all the time
They wish they had a love like yours and mine
And everybody knows


HopeLess

huaaaaaahhhhhhh........
it's hard to be me i guess... many people hope in me so much...
trus gw mesti berharap sama sapa????dari dulu gw uda biasa jadi harepan banyak orang....jadi panutan banyak orang...jadi bahan referensi banyak...
oh may GOD!
itu melelahkan! gk banyak orang yg bener" tau gw ini kek gimana, pokoknya gw bener" harus tampil "sempurna" dalam artian yang sebenarnya...
masa lalu gw...
>>pas SD, nim tertinggi seangkatan, rekor nilai matematika tertinggi sepanjang sejarah SD tuh..
>>pas SMP, murid perfect, walo punya hobby tidur di kelas, gw gk pernah keluar dari rank 3 besar dikelas
>>pas SMA,smakin perfect dengan hobby tidur gw, tapi bisa ngerjain semua soal yg dikasih sama guru, ketua kelas 2 taun berturut", gk pernah lepas dari rank 3 besar, pemegang rekor "gk pernah REMIDI BIOLOGI selama 3 tahun" *ini rekor yg lumayan membanggakan, cz guru biologi klas 3 bener" killer plus wali kelas, jadi deh gw murid kesayangan*, pemegang RANK 1 UAS, Rank 2 UAN di skul...
gara" rekor" ini, gw termasuk manusia paling famous dikalangan ade" kelas gw...
*maklum aja, masyarakat jammaah tempat gw tinggal hobby nggosip*
de el el...de el el...
sumpah, jadi ke gini CAPEEEEE BANGEEEEETTTTTT!!!!
gw pengen jadi orang normal, yg gk diharepin banyak orang...gk ada yg mau ngertiin gw terseok" kuliah di ILMU KOMPUTER ini...*terseok" dalam artian yang sebenernya, karena sumpah maKUL nya susah" banget, atokah semangat belajar gw yg mulai kendor karena diharepin banyak orang yg gk gw harepin??*

gw cape sumpah...
pengen istirahat....
*pulang kerumah, siap" bwt berguru mat diskrit sama nina*

MIO vs F1ZR

setelah sekian lama gw gk posting, gara" dari kemaren lupa mau posting apa, akhirnya tema yg mau gw angkat tadi pagi kembali ke otak gw setelah ngeliat sebuah fenomena...

"gw dari dulu pengen punya motor kopling, kek nya gimanaaaaa gt kalo cewe bawa motor kopling..."

akhir" ini banyak banget mba" berjilbab selimut *saking lebarnya gw bilang selimut, cz jilbab gw sendiri gk selebar itu, hihihi...* yang sedikit mendapat inspirasi maskulin....setelah sekian lama gw ber kiprah didunia keMIPAan yang begitu kental nuansa islamnya, beberapa waktu yg lalu, gw sempet terkaget", gara" si mba" berselimut tadi naek motor F1ZR!
wew...
mengingat motor F1zR termasuk motor berkopling n suaranya yg ribut setengah mati, gw lumayan shock...
yg bikin gw sedikit bingung adalah, kenapa mas" dikampus gw jadi pada make motor MIO ato motor matic...apaka dunia uda kebalik?ato ini termasuk tanda" kiamat?ato malah ini salah satu bentuk emansipasi wanita dan penghargaan pria kepada wanita *karena si mas" tadi pada naek motor matic yang sasaran peminatnya para cewe"*...

apa kata dunia??

BBM = Demo penuh Konspirasi

KONSPIRASI....

kata itu familier ditelinga gw sejak gw kuliah...
menurut salah seorang temen gw *yg paling sering mendengungkan kata konspirasi ditelinga gw*
kampus gw merupakan salah satu kampus yg penuh konspirasi....
benarkah itu?
gw secara peribadi emang ngeliat tanda" ke"konspirasian" itu, mulai dari fakultas tempat jurusan gw bernaung...tepat nye, pas pemilihan "presiden" BEM....
kerasa banget, pas pemilihan itu, banyak suara" bawah tanah yg berkembang buat njatuhin calon yg pada akhirnya gk kepilih jd presiden...*padahal menurut gw orangnya lebih berkompeten*

trus jg waktu pemilihan presiden BEM Univ...
lebih kerasa lg tuh....*gw males ceriya panjang lebar, bikin panas cuy...*

trus temen gw juga pernah bilang, kalo kampus gw emang di set supaya menjadi kampus yg gk terlalu respek sama isu" yg ada...buktinya....setiap ada isu" yg hot abis, n pantes di sikapi, sedikit bngt mahasiswa yg nunjukin antusiasme nya dan ikut turun ke jalan buat turun aksi....
kek salah satunya, isu tentang akan dinaikkannya harga BBM...kita sama" tau bahwa diberbagai kota dipenjuru indonesia, banyak banget kalangan yg turun aksi karena gk setuju harga BBM naik, bahkan di beberapa daerah sampe bentrok sama polisi...
tapi di kampus gw?????
oh may GOD!!!
aksi nya sepi abis!!!
sumpah deh....walopun gw termasuk golongan orang" yg setuju harga BBM mesti naek *bukannya gw termsuk dalam golongan orang" berada, tp daripada subsidi BBM harus nyampe 250trilyun n kita mesti balik ke zaman krisis moneter, gw lebih milih bayar bis jadi 3rb deh...*, tapi gw bener" sedih ngeliat keadaan kampus gw yg kek gt...
malu"in guys...

entah kapan konspirasi di kampus gw bakal selesai, n warga kampus gw tercinta bisa lebih peka sama isu" disekitarnya,,,

for my beLoved fRiend from LoveLess

when i saw u broken like that, i feel so sad
cz it's not usual for me didn't share a joke with you
or even not seeing ur smile
don't hurt ur self that already bleeding
remember that we always here
i'll always there
accompany u in every condition
u're not alone
there will be another shoulder to share

for my friend who cant sleep for a couple days ago
may be it's late already for me posting this words
but this what i want to tell you from the first
don't afraid to share ur pain dude
i'll always litsen to every words you say
cz u've do that for me

ps : please call me mochi next time

Diantara Kalian - D'massive

kuakui ku sangat sangat menginginkanmu
tapi kini ku sadar ku diantara kalian
aku tak mengerti
ini semua harus terjadi


kuakui ku sangat sangat mengharapkanmu
tapi kini ku sadar ku tak akan bisa
aku tak mengerti
ini semua harus terjadi

[reff]
lupakan aku kembali padanya
aku bukan siapa- siapa untukmu
kucintaimu tak berarti bahwa
ku harus memilikimu slamanya


aaaa aaa

kuakui ku sangat sangat menginginkanmu
tapi kini ku sadar ku diantara kalian
aku tak mengerti
ini semua harus terjadi

LoveLess...but i Love it so much!

Loveless merupakan manga karangan Yun Kouga...
gw suka banget sama ni manga...
mulai dr waktu gw baca review nya di animonster...
sampe gw uda sukses donlot anime nya sampe episode 9....
gw bahagia banget...
tp gw masih courious banget....
gimana endingnya yah....???

Si SuPri SeLingKuh!!!!!

berlanjut dari kisahnya supri dan yadi yg tertulis di blog temen gw si yucca , gw melanjutkan kisah mereka berdua...
si Supri selingkuh!!!
skandal ini gw dapet waktu gw sm anak" siaran di prambors semalem, waktu gw mau masuk ke ruang siaran, c penyiar yg malem itu jd guide gw lagi buka" FS nyah...m waktu qta" ngeliatin fs nya mba penyiar itu....oh may gooodhhhh....
ada comment mesra dr si supri!!!!!
gw sm anak" shock berat....
tega" nya si supri selingkuh dari yadi....
huhuhuhuhu...

yadi...
tabahkan hatimu...
masih banyak cewe" yg mau ma km kok....XP~...

seDari duLu

kau adalah belahan jiwa
kutau itu sayang sedari dulu
dan aq tak kan berpaling darimu
kau adalah belahan jiwa
kutahu itu sedari dulu
kau cinta yg hembuskan aku
surga dunia di sepanjang nafasku
kau adalah belahan jiwa
aku cinta kamu sedari dulu
dan aku tak kan berpaling darimu
sayangku...


setan download

hari ini gw menikmati namanya download manga dari buku 5-9,,,,gara" besok baru bisa download setelah jam 12, wal hasil gw menikmati fasilitas hotspot dikelas gw...gara" kemarukan gw donlod manga segitu banyak (rata" 1 buku bisa sampe 40MB), walhasil temen" sekelas gw pada lemot semua,,,,
hohohoohohoho...
tapi ada satu point disini...gw donlotnya cuma 90kb perhalaman....walo jumlahnya tak terkira....tapi kan sekali download cuma 90kb...masa bikin lemod sih???

huhhuhuhuhuhu...
pada akhirnya gw hari ini dapet julukan setan download..>,<,,,*emang gw mirip setan yak*??
huhuhuhuhuhuhu...

SuraT daRi IbLis

Aku melihatmu kemarin, saat engkau memulai aktifitas harianmu.
Kau bangun tanpa sujud mengerjakan subuhmu
Bahkan kemudian, kau juga tidak mengucapkan "Bismillah" sebelum memulai
santapanmu, juga tidak sempat mengerjakan shalat Isha sebelum berangkat ketempat tidurmu
Kau benar2 orang yang tidak bersyukur, Aku menyukainya
Aku tak dapat mengungkapkan betapa senangnya aku melihatmu tidak merubah cara hidupmu.
Hai Bodoh, Kamu millikku.
Ingat, kau dan aku sudah bertahun-tahun bersama, dan aku masih belum bisa benar2 mencintaimu .
Malah aku masih membencimu, karena aku benci Allah.
Aku hanya menggunakanmu untuk membalas dendamku kepada Allah.
Dia sudah mencampakkan aku dari surga, dan aku akan tetap memanfaatkanmu sepanjang masa untuk mebalaskannya

Kau lihat, ALLAH MENYAYANGIMU dan rencana-rencana untukmu dihari depan.
Tapi kau sudah menyerahkan hidupmu padaku, dan aku akan membuat kehidupanmu seperti neraka.
Sehingga kita bisa bersama dua kali dan ini akan menyakiti hati ALLAH
Aku benar-benar berterimakasih padamu, karena aku sudah menunjukkan kepada NYA siapa yang menjadi pengatur dalam hidupmu dalam masa2 yang kita jalani
Kita nonton film porno bersama, memaki orang, mencuri, berbohong, munafik, makan sekenyang-kenyangya, guyon2an jorok, bergosip, manghakimi orang, menghujam orang dari belakang, tidak hormat pada orang tua , Tidak menghargai Masjid, berperilaku buruk, Maksiat, Khurafat, Bid'ah, Syirik...hehe
Apalagi yg belum ya.

TENTUNYA kau tak ingin meninggalkan ini begitu saja.
Ayolah, Hai Bodoh, kita terbakar bersama, selamanya.
Aku masih memili bergosip, dan hiduplah se-egois mungkin.
Lakukan semua ini didepan anak-anak dan mereka akan menirunya.
Begitulah anak-anak .

Baiklah, aku persilahkan kau bergerak sekarang.
Aku akan kembali beberapa detik lagi untuk menggoda mu lagi.
Jika kau cukup cerdas, kau akan lari sembunyi, dan bertaubat atas dosa-dosamu.
Dan hidup untuk Allah dengan sisa umurmu yang tinggal sedikit.
Memperingati orang bukan tabiatku, tapi diusiamu sekarang dan tetap melakukan dosa, sepertinya memang agak aneh.
Jangan salah sangka, aku masih tetap membencimu.
Hanya saja kau harus menjadi orng tolol yang lebih baik dimata ALLAH.

bingung bingung ku memikirkan.....

uda kepala puyeng sama tugas yang jumlahnya terus bertambah *gw kuatir qt gk bakal bisa tidur nyenyak selama seminggu ini*, banyak msalah laen yang berdatangan bertubi" kehadapana gw...*cie elah bahasanya*

yg pertama : dana dikti yang gk kunjung cair cz kuitansi nya gk kunjung dikirimin...gw kadang bingung lho sama yg namanya pembantu Rektor 3....dicari kok kgk pernah ada...-_-a
mana gw kesendat" mulu diminawa....uuuurrrrggggghhhhh....bete rasanya kudu bolak balik kesana, kl gk inget gw masih ngutang sama pemenang lomba n anak", bener" gk bakalan gw urusin dah....

yg kedua : gw di cuekin sama ea....huhuhuhuhu...ini salah satu yg bikin gw pusing,,,gk biasanya gw dicuekin lama gn,,,,sebabnya agak parah juga sih, gara" gw dia jd kena inhaal praktikum elektro....abisnya dia gk bilang kalo pagi itu praktikum, kan gw raja telat...hohohohohoho...

yang ketiga : sebenernya ini bukan masalah gw, tp karena solidaritas antar teman n karena kalo gk diselese"in bakal berbuntut panjang, maka dengan sangat amat terharuskan *bukan terpaksa, tolong dicatat!* gw bantuin masalahnya choyz n ea yg lagi berantem...or actually, gw sama dytto...pusing gw sama ea,,,abis akhir" ini tingkahnya gk jelas bin gak bisa ditebak,,,,gw lama" kasian juga sama si choyz, cz dia secara tiba" bisa dicuekin sama si ea, pusing kan....

yasudahlah....hisup emang pasti ada lika likunya yg berlabel masalah, mao menghindar kek gimana juga, suatu saat qta pasti kebagian ketiban masalah walo cuma sepele,,,ya nggak??

senen pagi yg penuh kegilaan

senen pagi ini, aslinya gw ada kuliah matematika diskirt jam 7 pagi....jam 7 pagi! bayangkan....pagi" ketemu matematika....
betapa menyebalkan...
tapi pas gw berangkat sekitar jam setengah 7, wtf....bensin gw abis dijalan!anjrit,,,,
merana gw nuntun motor 500meter pagi"....TT_TT
plus gw telat masuk matematika diskrit, padahal keterlambatan yg bisa di terima cuma 15 menit,,,
untungnya ada anak" yg sm" telat *walo cowo semua*, akhirnya qt mutusin online didepan sekre jurusan sambil ngomongin hal" yg gk penting *kek reinhart yg mau nerusin baca cerita yg ho'oh", ato bobby yg lagi ribut gr" gk bisa login ke e-learning bwt upload tugas, ato si sasuke n yosh yg lagi sibuk download flv nya sorting*...
diujung acara qt ditemenin sma pak yudi, penjaga sekre jurusan qta yg paling qt cintai *ntar gw mw bilang sama anak" PnJ biar masukin profile nya pak yudi ke buletin*, beliaunya curhat gara" ngopi cd 700Mb tapi gk muat di FlashDisk 1Giga...???ternyata....si file diboncengin sama almand...
pantes ae pak...pak...

akhirnya kebersamaan qt, para manusia" yg hobi terlambat harus berakhir karena:
1. batere laptopnya anak" pada abis
2. pak tri uda selese kelasnya....
jadi berakhir juga postingan gw ini *yg gw posting cuma karena gw gk ada kerjaan tetap*...
wkwkwkwkwkwkwk....

SunDay MorNin

sunday mornin ini gw bahagia banget...you know why? cz gw kekampus n hotspotan sendirian!
hohohohohoho...rasanya kek online diwarnet kelas satu...
padahal tadinya gw gk niat mau hotspotan, niatnya cuma ambil CPU yg gw tinggal di sekre, hotspotannya ntar di SGM, bareng anak"....
tapi kok jadi tergiur juga yak, mengingat menimbang dan memperhatikan akses internet di lante 4 ini unlimited....
walhasil on lah diriku...download software ukuran 20MB gk sampe 5 menit....
hohohohohoho...berasa disurga!!!
gus, lu nyesel gk nyusul gw ke kampus....
hihihihihihihihi....

FrienDz4EvA


masih keinget banget, waktu pertama kalinya gw pny genk tuh klas 1 SMA...
pertama cuma 4 orang, gw nanoy anikz ma ea...
trus pas klas 2 naambah 3 orang, iby dytto sama choy...
qt punya banyak prinsip, banyak kebiasaan,kek slalu ngado n ngrayain bareng" tiap ada yg ultah, n juga masalah slalu diselesein bareng"
disamping temen" gankster SMA gw, gw punya 2 orang kk paling deket n paling gw sayank, ka IdaY sama ka EdwiN
ka ed tuh rame, berisik, temen maen yg enak, temen becandaan yg jayus, juga temen yg paling gk itungan sama uang...hehehehe...
kalo ka iday itu uda kek pegangan idup gw...smua masalah, smua kesedihan, semua kekhawatiran, n rasa kesepian gw, cuma ka day yg bisa ngobatin...
gw gk akan pernah lupain, malem" ketika gw curhat sama ka day sampe jam 3 pagi,ngomongin hal" yg gk penting, ato cuma ngedengerin dia nyrocos gk jelas gr" stengah mabok...*ka day ini juga setengah vampire, jadi kalo tidur pagi", gk bisa kena matahari!*
ka day ngasih 1 prinsip, yg msih gw inget sampe skg, "don't ever cry, cz cry will kill ur excistence"...
gr" dia, gw skarang jd jarang nangis...ka day juga sempet bikin gw ribut sama anak", gara" katanya dia bawa pengaruh buruk bwt gw...
padahal, gw sampe sekarang masih idup n bisa nemenin mereka krn ada ka day yg siap ngedengerin gw 24 jam...

tapi hari bergantti, waktu terus berjalan
bareng sama masuk kuliah, qta satu sama laen jadi jauh, cz gk ada yg 1 fakultas *except me n ea, gw s1 dy D3*
temen" lama gw jadi berubah....
ada yg semakin tertutup, ada yg semakin kejerumus didunia pergaulan mahasiswa *menurut gw n beberapa temen gw*....
well, that's a choice, setelah mereka dulu bilang gw terlalu bebas bergaul, ketika keluar dari dunia sempit qta, mereka sendiri malah kejerumus *gw dari kecil skul dipisah ce-co, plus temen gw dari TK smpe SMA gk pernah ganti!*...

but it's wasn't a big problem 4 me....cz gw orangnya gmpang adaptasi....
buktinya? gw uda pny gank lg dikampus....
temen" sekelas gw yg imut" smua....
*gw yg badannya paling gede soalnya*
dikampus gw dapet yui, nie, vienna, riemma n tikz yg nemenin gw tiap hari...
runtang runtung bareng ngerjain tugas....
dan yg paling utama, hunting tempat makan bareng!
padahal kalo diinget", cuma sedikit kesamaan yg qta pny...
malah bnyakan bedanya...
for example, yui skg lg suka lagunya Fergie yg clumsy, nie lg suka sum41 yg pieces sm simpleplan yg when i'm gone....
riema mesti dengerin lagu RnB buat ngerjain tugas" yg lagi numpuk, gw sendiri lg suka PANIC! at the disco yg Tome to dance....
cuma tikz sm vienna yg agak klopan, pada suka d'massiv - cinta ini membunuhku *incase mereka bisa nangis dengerin lagu ini*...
nah lho...jauh kan??
hal yg paling bikin qta cocok n bikin gw betah ngumpul lama" tu cuma hotspot n GOSSIP!!!
gosip" panas n hot ttg anak" IlkOmp...kalo uda nggosip, bisa sampe ketawa" sendiri *apalagi kalo yg digosipin si 2pria skandal yaoi* sampe lupa
waktu...wkwkwkwkwkwkwkwkwkwk....

you know guyz,,,,
gw mulai sayank sama kalian....
gw berharap persahabatan qt bisa longlasting sampe pada lulus, kawin n punya anak plus sampe nini"....
gw gk pernah nyesel masuk ilkomp *walo sering ketinggalan pelajaran*
karena gw ketemu orang" aneh bin ajaib kek kalian....
wkwkwkwkwkwkwkwkwkwkwkwkwk....

Being Mature Is a Choice, but 4 me, it's a forced

gara" posting comment buat vina, gw jd keinget kata" seorang temen yg sampai beberapa waktu yg lalu sempet buat gw ngerasa sbg penggantinya kk...
but kek nya itu cuman harapan semu aja, kalo berharap dia emang bener" bisa jd penggantinya kk....
dia lucu, kek anak kecil, kdg" manja (ato lebih tepatnya manja sama semua anak" dikelas?), tp setiap gw ngomongin kebingungan gw sama dia, dia bisa berubah menjadi lebih dewasa, jd bisa memberi arah buat gw....walo ada satu perbedaan besar, kk selalu berusaha supaya gw gk merasa "bersalah", menenangkan gw, bahwa gw tu gk perlu merasa bersalah, cz gw baik" aja....tp dia gk kek gt....dia lebih nyalahin gw...
selama beberapa hari gw berusaha nerima bahwa dia bukan kk...bahwa gk ada orang lg kek kk yg bisa buat gw ngerasa bahwa gw baik" aja, tp kt" dia udah mulai buat gw feel better...udah mulai buat gw merasa bisa terbuka sama dia...n maybe gw jd sayang sama dia....
but now i realize, he already reject me before i get close to him...
gk tau itu cuma perasaan gw,a to emang kek gt kenyataannya,,,,
tp itu yg gw rasain sekarang...
n jujur gw kangen bener" ngobrol sama dia...

on my tracklist

PANIC AT THE DISCO LYRICS

"Time To Dance"

Well, she's not bleeding on the ballroom floor
Just for the attention.
Cause that's just ridiculously on.
Well, she sure is gonna get it
Here's the setting
Fashion magazines line the walls now
The walls line the bullet holes

Have some composure
Where is your posture?
Oh, no, no
You're pulling the trigger
Pulling the trigger
All wrong
[x2]

Give me envy, give me malice, give me a-a-attention
Give me envy, give me malice, baby, give me a break!
When I say "Shotgun", you say "Wedding"
"Shotgun", "Wedding", "Shotgun", "Wedding"

She didn't choose this role
But she'll play it and make it sincere
So you cry, you cry
(Give me a break)
But they believe it from the tears
And the teeth right down to the blood
At her feet
Boys will be boys
Hiding in estrogen and wearing Aubergine dreams
(Give me a break)

Have some composure
Where is your posture?
Oh, no, no
You're pulling the trigger
Pulling the trigger
All wrong
[x2]

Come on this is screaming "Photo op." op...
Come on
Come on
This is screaming
This is screaming
This is screaming "Photo op."

Boys will be boys, baby
Boys will be boys
Boys will be boys, baby
Boys will be boys

Give me envy, give me malice, give me a-a-attention
Give me envy, give me malice, baby, give me a break!
When I say "Shotgun", you say "Wedding"
"Shotgun", "Wedding", "Shotgun", "Wedding"

Boys will be boys
Hiding in estrogen and boys will be boys
Boys will be boys
Hiding in estrogen and wearing Aubergine dreams

blog hot lagi??

skali lagi muncul hal yg baru di kelas gw tercinta,,,
blog HOT lagi!!
secara tiba" temen" gw pada berbondong" bikin blog....
dari mulai yg udah punya blog terus bikin lagi biar tambah banyak, ada yg lupa pass blog lamanya trus buat lagi yg baru, sampe yg belon pernah sama sekali buat blog terus belajar buat blog!!
hohohoho...
padahal kalo gk salah, akhr" ini ada pakar IT indonesia yg punya gelar "SokTau" bilang kalo blog itu adalah media yg ga bener...*mati aja lo om Roy suryo, hidup blog!!*
banyak alesan knapa temen" pada berbondongg" bikin blog, antara laen:
1. buat kerja (adsense)
2. buat gaya....
3. buat nggosip! (termasuk gw nih)
4. buat curhat....( adakah yg merasa?, hihihihihi)
5. dsb,,dsb,,dsb,,

yah...
keknya blog bakal jadi tema yg long lasting dikelas gw (selaen tema dua pria yg gw posting kemaren)...
met ngblog ria temen"...
ayo kita ramaikan dunia maya yg semakin ramai ini...

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