i'm aLoNe, but it feeLs aLriGht...
i'm aLone, but i'LL never FeeL LoneLy
Since u'Ve been GoNe, i'm Not The SaMe...

yesterday i "break" with my boy friend..not break up, just taking rest for a while,,, i think both of us needed it, since we have this relationship for 3 years already...
we're not going to break up, but not contacting each other makes my heart bleeding...i suffer some pain that i never feel before...

it's truly hurts...
since it's not usual for me to have no communication for a long time...i want to cry, but i've promise to him not crying anymore....i've tried to smile, but it just make hurts my heart more and more....
can he hear me crying...

huahahahahahaha....
Long time not posting anything,,,
*tough i was online everyday, but i just dunno what to write yet,hehehehehe*

i called my precious one this morning, just to get my spirit back into my head, n i get it,,,
i've talked so many times with yucca n laelnino, n i guess they already tired with my self, aren't they?
*hopefully they'll never get tired with me, cz if that happened, i dunno how to get my mood in the class room TT^TT*

so many things get messed up already, cz i'm totally can't arranged my time well, even if i don't have any thins to do,,,, *n i didn't make a post either*

just hope my father didn't kill me soon after he received my "KHS", and i get repaired everything before i get a new semester,,,

ah~~~ so many things to do~~~...

oh yeah, i've already read the new chapter from blue_orbs, and as usual it's make me think that i've to study how to make a good fanfiction about kat-tun...and ikuta toma too ...
*i started love him after i saw his act in Hana Kimi - Japan version*

guess i can't go anywhere at this holiday, just stay in front of my laptop, n get everything prepared yet....

i miss all member of hapitree prend yet...
can we go out to some where?
may be to eat or looking a present for elnino?
heheheheheheehehehehe....

ah yeah, the mark up test for Discrit math will held in this weeks,,,
*go to Study*

i'm going to die soon...
i'm going to die soon...
i'm going to die SOON!!!!!!!

semester terparah dalam hidup gw!!!oh may God...save meeeeeeeeeeee~~~~...TT^TT

parah nian nilai" ujian gw...TT^TT
but you know, kalo penyesalan dateng on time, pasti gw gk akan bersedih hati beginih,,,,
GOD,,,why its getting hard for me to be more concentrate???*salah nulis kagak yah gw*
guys, whateper u said, i'll be more honest to my self for next semester...
i'll provide my self, that i can do more than that!
tendang pantat gw kalo gw gk bisa konsentrasi dikelas,,,
*berharap yucca nginget" kata" gw ini, n beneran nendang pantat gw*

bener" dah, gw kecewa sama diri gw sendiri, for the last damn chance i can't get more seriously with my life!!!
ugh,,,
gk boleh bergantung,,,,
nurutlah,,,nurutlah!!!

minna san,,,
please forgive me , ne?
i know i have so many things n schedule to be arrangged again,,,
but sure i wont failed again!!!!!!!!!

*sigh~*