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hard to say

i'm aLoNe, but it feeLs aLriGht...
i'm aLone, but i'LL never FeeL LoneLy
Since u'Ve been GoNe, i'm Not The SaMe...

yesterday i "break" with my boy friend..not break up, just taking rest for a while,,, i think both of us needed it, since we have this relationship for 3 years already...
we're not going to break up, but not contacting each other makes my heart bleeding...i suffer some pain that i never feel before...

it's truly hurts...
since it's not usual for me to have no communication for a long time...i want to cry, but i've promise to him not crying anymore....i've tried to smile, but it just make hurts my heart more and more....
can he hear me crying...

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finaLLy, another post

huahahahahahaha....
Long time not posting anything,,,
*tough i was online everyday, but i just dunno what to write yet,hehehehehe*

i called my precious one this morning, just to get my spirit back into my head, n i get it,,,
i've talked so many times with yucca n laelnino, n i guess they already tired with my self, aren't they?
*hopefully they'll never get tired with me, cz if that happened, i dunno how to get my mood in the class room TT^TT*

so many things get messed up already, cz i'm totally can't arranged my time well, even if i don't have any thins to do,,,, *n i didn't make a post either*

just hope my father didn't kill me soon after he received my "KHS", and i get repaired everything before i get a new semester,,,

ah~~~ so many things to do~~~...

oh yeah, i've already read the new chapter from blue_orbs, and as usual it's make me think that i've to study how to make a good fanfiction about kat-tun...and ikuta toma too ...
*i started love him after i saw his act in Hana Kimi - Japan version*

guess i can't go anywhere at this holiday, just stay in front of my laptop, n get everything prepared yet....

i miss all member of hapitree prend yet...
can we go out to some where?
may be to eat or looking a present for elnino?
heheheheheheehehehehe....

ah yeah, the mark up test for Discrit math will held in this weeks,,,
*go to Study*

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Jeda Sesaat SebeLum MaTi

i'm going to die soon...
i'm going to die soon...
i'm going to die SOON!!!!!!!

semester terparah dalam hidup gw!!!oh may God...save meeeeeeeeeeee~~~~...TT^TT

parah nian nilai" ujian gw...TT^TT
but you know, kalo penyesalan dateng on time, pasti gw gk akan bersedih hati beginih,,,,
GOD,,,why its getting hard for me to be more concentrate???*salah nulis kagak yah gw*
guys, whateper u said, i'll be more honest to my self for next semester...
i'll provide my self, that i can do more than that!
tendang pantat gw kalo gw gk bisa konsentrasi dikelas,,,
*berharap yucca nginget" kata" gw ini, n beneran nendang pantat gw*

bener" dah, gw kecewa sama diri gw sendiri, for the last damn chance i can't get more seriously with my life!!!
ugh,,,
gk boleh bergantung,,,,
nurutlah,,,nurutlah!!!

minna san,,,
please forgive me , ne?
i know i have so many things n schedule to be arrangged again,,,
but sure i wont failed again!!!!!!!!!

*sigh~*

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ah~~ menyebalkan jadi orang sakiii~~t

jumat kemaren ntah kenapa pas gw membuka mata dipagi hari badan gw terasa lemah lunglay tak berdaya tapi masih bernyawa...
pas gw berusaha mengangkat kepala yg membandel pgn tetep nempel dibantal, tiba" gw mual dasyad n gw muntah dikamar!!!!!
oh may GOD!
what happend to may SeLp?
penderitaan gw blom berakhir, pas gw mau kekamar mandi dengan tubuh lemes gn, eh tiba" gw kebelet pup...dan ternyata gw Diare!
padahal semalemnya gw baek" aja lho, sehat banget malah....anjr*t, gw kenapa sih...
abis sarapan n boker" sebanyak 8x dipagi hari, nyokap gw berinisiatip membawa gw ke dokter....
setelah tu dokter memegang" jidad n menusuk" perut gw *dengan puas* akhirnya penyakit gw bisa diidentifikasi jg...
katanya...: "Ade stress ini, jgn banyak pikiran dulu, n banyak" istirahat..."
gimana gw g stress, orang lg ujiaaa~n gitu lho~...

yg jelas gw bete banget sakit kemaren...
gk dibolehin ngapa"in...
huhuhuhu...

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aKaMe Fanfiction

huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh~~~~....

diantara kepadatan jadwalkuwh sebagai seorang mahasiswi yg baek rajin,ramah tamah,suka menolong, rajin menabung...*err...gw mulae berlebihan~*
gw sempet"in baca n donlot yg namanya AKAME FANFICTION...
harapan" para fans nya akame....*berharap mereka bnran love each other gtuh*
wkwkwkwkwkwkwk...
1 fanfic yg bener" bikin gw excited sangad....buatannya blue_orbs judulnya "In His Care"...
oh may GOD....keren sangad!!!!tu fanfic panjang banget ada sekitar 60an episode *uda gw kumpulin, rencananya mau dijadiin buku buat dibaca dikala senggang, coba kalo dipilemin,,,pasti keren banged*

yg bikin gw bener" excited adalah
1.ceritanya bersetting dipenjara cowo...*adaptasi dari Jonny's Agency tuh*
2. ada serombongan artis yg ikut andil dalam cerita ini kek : NewS,w-inds,arashi,WaT,Kanjani8, bahkan yg namanya Gakct, L`Arc~en~ciel n si Dir en Grey juga ada!!!*nah lo,,,si pengarang punya khayalan tingkat dahsyad kan...*
3. of course,,,AKAME!wkwkwkwkwkwkwkwk..Love them love them sooooo much!!!!

wkwkwkwkwkwkwkwkwkwkwk...
sampe sekarang gw masih sempet"in berburu yg namanya AKAME FANFICTION!
kalo ada yg tau alamat FANFIC yg bagus, ato bikin fanfic ttg AKAME...kirimkan padakuuuuu~~~~...
madarawannabe@gmail.com....

*>,<*

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aJiE SetiaWan!!!!

BERITA HEBOHHH!!!!!

setelah sekian lama gw n anak" gk dapet bahan buat ngisengin or nggenjutsu or nggosipin si supri n yadi...*cz ntah knapa semenjak si yadi broken heart kemaren, supri sama yadi jd jauh n dingin gt....duduk mereka juga selalu berjauhan...sampe" gw mikir mereka berdua uda cerai...>,<,,,*

barusan gw dapet berita menghebohkan....
berita eksklusif langsung dari korti, mantan istri yadi yang mencertitakan dengan penuh emosi...*mungkn dia masih kecewa gr" ditinggal yadi demi supri kali yak??*
sia supri n yadi PUNYA ANAK!!!!
n si anak yg bernama Ajie Setiawan ini sekarang sedang berada di Jawa Timur...
berita eksklusif ini langsung gw posting setelah korti menceritakan detail" persisnya...
oh may GOD...
gk nyangka mereka berdua bisa beranak pinang...^^v

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